It’s written…

‘Destiny’ as one may call it. Every individual is born with a fate. We never know when exactly we take birth nor do we know the exact time of our death. We do not decide who our parents will be, what will be our cast, creed, country etc. Looks like everything is preplanned. We are all here to do what we are all here to do. It’s written…

7th September 2009 was an interesting turn in my life. I met the one I was destined to meet. I was curious. I was nervous. I was shy. Lots of questions, assumptions, and prejudices were flooding my brain. My heart was beating slow, cautious enough not to miss any beat. And… And then I saw her. She carried herself like a princess. In a dark colored suit, she looked like a fairy. Glowing face with smooth skin and sparkling eyes! Charming, she was. Her nature was friendly, lots of warmth, affection, and care. She tilted her head and greeted me with a smile. That was enough to make me fall for her. But I checked myself to stay calm, focused, and to face the event smoothly.

I wondered if we knew each other before. We talked. And we spoke to each other like old friends meeting after long. I was very comfortable, no use of any persona. I was just myself. 100% honest, 100% truthful and 100% me! I guess it’s her sweetness and warmth that did the trick. We were talking to each other frankly. Our thoughts matched to a great extent. Though our interest areas were not common, we were respectful for each other’s likes and dislikes. I started getting attracted to her. It was not merely attraction, it was not infatuation, it was….. I don’t know. But it was a never before feeling. I liked her. I liked her a lot but couldn’t express as I was not sure if we shared the same feeling. We took each other’s leave on a positive note and while leaving, I proved that men (like me) are dumb. I didn’t take her phone number and e-mail. Just said ‘bye’.

While driving back home, the only prayer to God was to make her feel the same for me. I never pray/ask Him for anything but that day, I admit, I turned selfish for some time. I didn’t want to lose her and couldn’t tell anyone what was going in my head. In the evening it was communicated through our parents that both of us like each other and this alliance can go to next levels. I mentally jumped of joy. My prayers were heard. I am soon going to get the girl who exactly fits the frame I created for my life partner over several years the one whom I had only thought of. My imaginations got life this day. She was the one whom I wanted to be my better, or rather the best half.

Things will get finalized soon. Today, I feel like being on the seventh cloud. I feel like the luckiest and the happiest man on earth. My joy and my excitement are far more than a person standing with Amitabh Bacchan and ten million rupees check in his hand. When my sisters and friends tease me, I feel being special, I feel being very lucky, I blush. The more they compliment her photo, the more proud I feel. The joy of winning a 100cr lottery also looks smaller than how I am feeling right now.

She is all over my mind and heart, and I sit here today without talking to her, without sharing my feeling with her. Waiting… Waiting for things to take shape soon and the ball to start rolling.
I am supremely excited to see what lies in future. If it is really written, I am eager to read all the chapters where we are together…

This is a start of a new beginning…